Before the surgery...

What I believe is that we are all one. I never knew my biological father but I had a Papa and for that I am so grateful. Naomi came as an Easter angel, she literally resurrected me from the dead. My life was headed nowhere fast. One time I snorted cocaine and I think I had a mild heart attack. I sold my soul to the devil so that I could live through it. I don't believe in a devil per se but I do believe in evil energy. I take back what I did that night. I am officially selling my soul to love, the positive life force. "All you have to do is think of a place and you're there." So, I am writing this because I'm getting ready to go to the hospital for surgery and just in case. I am so thankful for the wonderful people who have entered my life and also the not so good, they were there for a reason too. I am blessed to have felt such great love, some people go through life never experiencing it. And to the people who have harmed me in anyway, I forgive you. And I forgive myself for harming others including myself. My self has harmed my self. My birth chart said I was here to find my twin soul and I believe I found him. I don't know why but I've had this sweet voice in my head head over the years, an angel's voice telling me to prepare myself because I would be one to die young. I hope to live a long time and I often pinch myself for thinking this but understand that it is something outside of me that has told me this. I hope to prove her wrong. But just in case, know how much I love you, please know what I believe in. Love. Give it, show it every chance you get. "Shower the ones you love with love." and do this in memory of me, just in case. Seekers see the signs other people call coincidences.